快乐和不快乐

Yesterday at 11.30pm, I was super happy and running with my friends celebrating Hong Seng's birthday! Today at 1.30am, I m super depressed when one of my good friend tell me he got terminal illness after he read my blog about Treasure the people around us. Why both happy and unhappy things come to me out of the sudden?



Happy Birthday to Hong Seng! All the best to you and good luck, with good health forever! It is my blessing to have a great friend like you! I know Hong Seng since secondary school days, and till now we still contacting one another! This prove that we are GOOD FRIENDS forever! (",)

One of my another good friend, Mr XXX tell me that he is sick, and is a terminal illness which has no cure for now. Currently he is surviving on medication. I m very sad and I cried upon hearing this terrible news.

He told me in MSN: "Elson, never give up ok. I got to go rest already. I will stay by your side to support till the day I can. Never do anythng silly. I also hope one day or very soon, Elson will find someone you will love to be with and stay happy with de."

Hi pal, I just want to tell you something! Elson love you too! You have to be strong and you must see Elson grow in this entertainment industry. You have to support Elson until the day Elson give up his music and everything in entertainment industry! You cant throw Elson halfway now! This is unfair to Elson! No matter what, you have to be with Elson to fight his war!

Treasure the people around us!

I found this song when I browse Serena's blog. A very touching song and I almost cried when I listen to it! All of you must listen to it at least one time. Looking at her story, I felt that she is a very strong girl! I m very touched by her action. I wish that one day I can have a girlfriend like her, who do so much and care so much for her boyfriend. (",)

Based on what Serena wrote in her blog entry, this song was written by a 17 year old girl. She and her boyfriend were very much in love and the parents of both parties were very supportive of this relationship. There were plans of them getting married after their high school days.

Unfortunately in high school year 3, there was a school health examination, and the girl was diagnosed to be having an illness. There was problem with her white blood cells and this would cause her skin to have problems. A rare and incurable disease which as time goes by, would worsen. She could not use strength. Her skin would become very soft and would tear. She was hospitalised and doctors said she had only less than a year of life left.

She kept herself in her room all day long, other than looking at the sunrise together with her boyfriend. Looking at the sunrise was what she loved most. She wanted to give a gift to her bf before she leaves the world. She records everyday of her remaining life and memories of her past life with her boyfriend in a diary. She wrote the lyrics and composed the tune of this song and got her friend to help her record this song. It was a song she had written for her boyfriend, and she had insisted on singing it herself, despite her not being able to use strength in her throat or her condition would worsen.

After the recording was done, she ate a kind of medicine to kill herself. Before she died, she told her boyfriend sorry that she could not see the sunrise anymore with him and that she's leaving the world, but she is not afraid, because she has him by her side. "I love you" were the last 3 words she told her boyfriend.

Her boyfriend was too distraught once when looking at the sunrise after climbing up a hill. His body was found at the bottom of the hill and by then, it was already highly decomposed.

TREASURE THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE.

I know you are reading my blog daily. I know you have been hiding many things from me since the day we know each other. Until today, I still have many doubts, but I rather choose to trust you than to leave you. The reason is because I know I still love you deeply. This whole blogspot not only belong to me, but it belong to you as well. An effort by both of us. Without you, I cant survive either. No doubt you did not contribute much, but the effort that you put in, I can feel it and I m content that you finally understand me.

Recently too many things happen, I began to lose all my times with you. You are enjoying all the benefits now, but do you know I m not happy at all. I know by displaying a smiling face infront of you, you will be happy, so I choose to smile nowadays. By seeing you being cheerful and happy daily, this is the best return for me. No matter how far we can go, I promise I wont harm you in anyway. This is the last strength that I have now, and it could be the last thing that I can do for you now. Love you dear!

Recording Tools

I woke up after a short nap, but still feeling very tired. Was it due to the hectic schedule the past two days? Or are they signs that my body is falling apart again? I dun know. But I certainly do not want to end up in the hospital again. Lol.



Anyway, my sister was in a good mood today so she decided to treat me to early dinner. Tried the new foodcourt, Koufu, at Yew Tee Point. Not too bad though. And it is quite cheap and the aircon there super shiok. Maybe because the building is new bah. (“,)




I had Chicken Katsu-Don while sister had Chicken Karaage with Salmon Set.

After that we had bubble tea (sister treat again) before heading home. So glad that today is a rest day for me. During dinner, sister said that she can see that I m quite busy recently and ask me to take more care of myself. She also complained of my 黑眼圈 (dark eye rings) and say that it makes me look ugly! Gosh. Is there anything I can do or apply to get rid of them? Anyway she is very shy and she dun want me to post her picture on my blog! Lol!



This is my set of recording tools. Many of my friends and readers always ask me what I used for recording my KTV Room songs inside my blog. Ok! Saw the photo? My VERY plus SUPER lok kok laptop, msn mic, earphones and sometimes I use my USB speakers. The program I use is Audacity because that is the only program my laptop supports. The rest will lag out my laptop. Help!



Anyway, that explain why sometime some of my recording for my KTV Room songs are quite bad. Because lack of good recording mic, sound card and laptop. Maybe any sponsors who read my blog, might want to sponsor me? 我是不是很厚脸皮? Lol!



Guess what songs I m recording now? I sing and record until….. OMG! Very difficult to sing! Faint! Very soon you will be able to hear it in my blog! I think Gilberto (my good friend from Mexico) will be super happy! (“,)