Freedom of Love

I m feeling very down for the past two days. Maybe the more I want to get into a relationship, the more I will feel stress and upset. I cant imagine why the person that I like can become so demanding and so tyrant. I dun feel good actually.

At first, I thought I can give a try in a new relationship, but I think I m wrong again. What my Boss say is right, I should focus on my music career and my study first. If the person truly love and care for me, the person should know how to give me freedom and space to breathe. I m getting breathless now. Do you know?

I start to hate relationship! I hate when my loved one start asking me all the stupid question everyday. Every moment I check my MSN and handphone message, I start to get sick and tired of replying or even picking up call.

The question that I hate to answer nowadays:

1. Where are you? what are you doing now?
2. Did you miss me today? Do you love me?
3. Why you go out with this person? Can you dun go out?
4. I dun like your Boss. Why your Boss give you so many assignment?
5. Can I dun go out with your friends? Can we spend time together?
6. Can we talk on phone? Can we meet now? Can we go dating?
7. If you want to meet, just say now, if not never mind!
8. If you dislike me, just say now, please reply me!

I dun want anymore relationship now. I love my current lifestyle, remain single is nice and I can do whatever I want without any restriction. I love going out with my friends, playing music with my fellow junior artistes, enjoy having dinner with my family, and many things in my life.

If you want to be with me, understand me and give me freedom, support me in whatever I do and not stopping me from doing what I like to do. Learn to accept my friends, my fellow juniors, my boss and my family. Most important, I m a person that dun like to go clubbing and strictly no drinking, no drug, no smoking and no unhealthy lifestyle.

I want a simple life, a 20 years old teenage should have. I dun want anymore restriction. From this moment, I walk alone! If you love me, give me time to accept you, rather than forcing me to accept you now.

Lastly, I hate people telling me dirty things, saying that they want to hug me, touch me, kiss me, and those sexual things. I dun like it! Those people with dirty motive, please stay away from me!

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Love is hurt at time, just like the MTV that I m showing now. It had been three years and the wound still yet to heal. Haiz..... You should know how much I love you since the day we are together. No doubt we always quarrel due to misunderstanding, but do you know I dun mean it. I admit that I m not a good boyfriend, but that is my character since young. Maybe this is one of the reason why I m still single. (",)

Recently I like somebody, because this person care for me, help me in achieving what I want. But maybe I m not goodlooking, that why I seem to get rejection by this person. Anyway, I m not a guy that know how to express my own feeling, that why my past two relationship didnt last long. Hope to get somebody that can understand me now.

Let talk about the Most Kissable Guy contest. Thanks to all my friends and supporters, I manage to maintain my first position for another day. I didnt expect that I can hit 15,000 votes within two days. I would say this is another record again. Thanks everybody for supporting me and whatever I do. I really appreciate all the effort.



Should we set a target for our third day voting? Maybe we set at 20,000 for today! Lol..... Is it too much to ask for this figure? Let put our hand, leg, brain, body and time together to hit this figure. Lol.

Actually I m not aiming to win anything, just want to have some fun after so much unhappiness issues recently. I realised that my friends also happy when they see me in the first position. Maybe because everybody's effort being paid off end of the day. This is also to educate the public that support from team members, family and friends are very important!

To me, win or lose is not an issue at all. I m not a guy that will go after fame or money. If I want to get fame or appear in any TV or magazine, it is not difficult for me because I have a good manager helping me. Of course not forgetting a group of good friends and supporters! Well, everybody just work hard and get your dream come true! Share it with your loved ones as well.

8,000 votes!

Today when I wake up, I saw so many messages and everybody is telling me the good news that I m placed in the first position, leading by 8,000 votes at Most Kissable Guy contest by Mediacorp Studio. I m very touched by this results because I know all of you care for Elson Soh and hope he can achieve his dream to be the champion.

This is indeed a SURPRISE to me as within just two days, I m leading now. There are many good and bad comments about me, but since I m in the contest, I think I should accept the facts that this is rather common in the entertainment industry. Thanks for the above photo provided by Christina Yeo, she took it last night when I top the first position! So sweet of her!

Yes! My dream is to win the championship of a nation-wide contest, no doubt the results is not out yet, but placing in the first position is already a great gift to me now. Anyway, that is one of my dream, as I still have many dreams to work on now. Remember to live your dream with me! (",)

Anyway, once again I still want to thanks everybody, my good friends, supporters, family members, 小弟小妹 (plus 小弟, Marvin from Kuala Lumpur, and Yuan Zhuang > must call me 大哥 also! Lol.....), also not forgetting my advisor, manager, and..... my dear! You should know who you are now. I cant say the name here as quite sensitive later. Hope you understand!

Do continue to vote for me today! My objective is to hit 15,000 by today 11.59pm! Do you think we can achieve this "wonderful" number? Let work hard together!

Lastly, my friend - Mandy Choo, email me a few interesting articles! I think it is quite funny and meaningful, so I share it down here with all of you!

Article 1

Statement of Love: The Kiss

1. Kiss on the hand I adore you

2. Kiss on the cheek I just want to be friends

3. Kiss on the neck I want you

4. Kiss on the lips I love you

5. Kiss on the ears I am just playing

6. Kiss anywhere else lets not get carried away

7. Look in your eyes kiss me

8. Playing with your hair I can't live without you

9. Hand on your waist I love you to much to let you go

Article 2

The Three Steps

1. Girls - If any guys gets fresh with you, slap him.

2. Guys - If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good.

3. Guys & Girls - Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to stare.

Article 3

The Commandments

1. Thou shall not squeeze too hard.

2. Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one.

3. Thou shall kiss at every opportunity.

Remember

A peach is a peach A plum is a plum, A kiss isn't a kiss Without some tongue. So open up your mouth close your eyes, and give your tongue some exercise!!!